Good day.
Lucu juga karena apa yg kulakukan akhir-akhir ini hanyalah.. whining whining whining…grumbling grumbling grumbling… laughing laughing laughing…
I was planning to go to the library and somehow it couldn’t turn into reality. LOL.
I hate this morning. ;p
all i want to do is just lying on bed, listening to Jason Mraz’s songs, and do nothing.
hail freedom!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
for the love of God, gak bisa kah aku dpt sedikit ketenangan????????
I’m on my worst mood ever and there’s only one person who’s responsible for this. MY BROTHER!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Pengalaman traumatis yg terjadi padaku
hari ini:
ummm, again, ngeliat foto gita gutawa di warung makan deket rumah!
*RANDOM BLOG I’VE READ:
http://whodoyouthinkheare.blogspot.com/
check it out. it’s fantastic.
*RANDOM PEOPLE I EXPECT TO BE HERE WITH ME:
my mom, my sister… and jason mraz, so he could sing a song right in front of me.
*RANDOM STUFF I REALLY WANT TO HAVE:
ahhh that thing I’m about to buy tomorrow! can’t wait.
*RANDOM PERSON I THINK COULD BE GAY:
again, HELMI YAHYA.
*RANDOM MOVIE THAT HAS BEEN IN MY HEAD
ALL DAY:
Deliver Us From Hell, sebuah dokumenter tentang… umm… cari tau sendiri aja deh.
*RANDOM SONG I WANNA LISTEN TO RIGHT NOW:
Amy Winehouse’s "Rehab"
("They tried to make me go to rehab but i said ‘no, no, no….") hahaha, cool song, isn’t it? is it about lindsay lohan?
*KENYATAAN PAHIT YG HARUS KUTERIMA DLM
HIDUP INI:
KRS-an online ternyata jauh lebih ribet 
*RANDOM FOOD I’D LIKE TO EAT:
KFC’s salad. hahaha
hi all!
I love my lips! Akhirnya aku menemukan produk yg oke bgt buat ngatasin bibir pecah-pecahku (secara akhir-akhir ini aku jarang makan sayur apalagi buah!!!). Namanya VASELINE Lip Therapy. Produk ini aku beli di sebuah drugstore dgn harga Rp 20 ribu. untuk pilihan rasa, aku milih yg rasa cherry (kalo ga salah ada 2 pilihan rasa deh, satunya warna biru gitu… tapi aku lupa aroma apa! hehe.).
Kemasan produk ini hampir sama kayak lipbalm, tapi sebenarnya produk ini berbentuk gel bening. Setelah dipake, bibir rasanya lembab bgt dan.. voila! pecah-pecahnya jadi gak keliatan sama sekali! long-lasting pula! YANG PALING AKU SUKA, gak kayak lipbalm lain, setelah dipake, gel ini rasanya ringan banget. Kerasa nyaman aja di bibir. Walaupun aroma cherry-nya ringan banget (hampir2 gak kerasa), tapi tetep aja bibir rasanya lebih lembut!
Hmm, semoga info ini berguna yah buat kamu yg bibirnya lagi dilanda musim kemarau! hehehe…
*PS:
lately, i’ve been thinking about starting a new fashion blog. but unlike other fashion blogs, mine will be about MY closet! What I like to wear and What I don’t like to wear. Juga, aku pengen ngasih saran ke temen yg lain ttg produk2 yg asik… pokoknya blog ttg cewek bgt deh.. hehehe. But i need a partner, i guess. ANYONE WANTS TO JOIN ME?
*Pengalaman traumatis hari ini:
Waktu beli makan malam di warung makan deket rumah, ngeliat foto
gita gutawa bareng anaknya yang punya warung makan. percaya atau
nggak,foto itu dipajang di meja kasir!!
*RANDOM TV SERIES DIALOG I REMEMBER:
claire: you live in mexico?
mom: oh i travel a lot.
*RANDOM PEOPLE I EXPECT TO BE DIED:
no one, fortunately.
*RANDOM STUFF I REALLY WANT TO HAVE:
Jason Mraz’s CD "Waiting For the Rocket to Come"
*RANDOM PERSON I THINK COULD BE GAY:
Siapa tuh namanya? Yang jadi juri di MamaMia? Oh iya.. HELMI
YAHYA.
*RANDOM SHOW THAT HAS BEEN IN MY HEAD ALL DAY:
Kick Andy episode "MADU TIDAK SELALU MANIS". Kasus yg diangkat
adalah tentang pernikahan campuran/berbeda kebangsaan. What can I
say? I love the US. The fact that some Americans treat Indonesians
like garbage does bother me, but I still can’t get rid off my
american dream.
*KENYATAAN PAHIT YG HARUS KUTERIMA DLM HIDUP INI:
ketika masih ada film indonesia yg berjudul I Love You Oom dan
Love is Cinta, kartun Jepang Naruto ternyata sudah cukup terkenal
di Amerika Serikat.
HHH…. LIFE IS MESSY SOMETIMES.
Ok, well, dimulai dari hal yg menyenangkan dulu yah.
this is so satanic! Did I say satanic? Oh, I mean, fantastic. I GOT "B" for MPS!!! (MPS= METODE PENELITIAN SOSIAL). HOW SICK IS THAT?! Padahal anak2 laen pd bnyk dpt C! Begitu tau dari V**A dan A***Y kalo mereka dpt C, I was like, "OK OK, I KNOW I GOT C TOO. RELAX!" Then I checked out my online score sheet, there I saw the "B"!! WHOA, WHAT IS THIS?? I think research could be the next religion for me. HAHA. Despite of the fact that I, ridiculously, become more interested in communication research, I’ve always hated research my whole life. Research is boring like a cookie with no chocolate chips. (gara2 jason mraz aku jadi suka bikin pengandaian! hahaha) But hell, this is just awesome. I should celebrate it with taking no shower for 2 days! ahahaha, yea, like i actually can stand dandruff!
HHMMM… WHAT ELSE? OH YEAH, ABOUT MY LIFE and my hobby (which is writing)…
I dont think being myself is pretty stressful. It’s just challenging. OK, OK, challenging but stressful. HAHA. Yesterday, waktu aku lagi di lampu merah, stuck bersama kumpulan karbon monoksida yg mulai menumpuk di paru-paruku, aku mulai berpikir untuk memulai novel baru. This is just scary coz it could be the end for my "WHJ" novel which is NOT finished yet coz I’m too stubborn to admit that I hate the story. God damnit, why am I always being this conceited about my stories??????
For the first time of my life, I feel like I’m not gonna be a writer AT ALL. I pray to God that I don’t wanna be some kinda supermarket cashier who says "Thank You" all the time. T.T
I think my writing has become more different than my old style. And by that I mean… BETTER. I know I’ve been abandoning WHJ for.. like, FOREVER. But the truth is, I really really need to ask my self where the hell this story is going to be end????? I forgot how I use to be Jessie. I mean, How I use to think about Jessie all the time. I’m becoming her. That’s why I have this fear to continue writing WHJ.
This 1-year experience in jogja has transformed me into a WHOLE distinctive point a view. which is… good, by the way. and um, i think i should think twice about starting new story before finishing WHJ. WHJ is my first real project that I really want to deliver to my friends and probably my family, to let them know that I have my guts to do something about my life. I think, as a person, I’ve succeeded to gain more faith with who I am and what I am about. And that might not be comfortable in many ways, but, at least I know who I am and what I want to be. So I think I just have to stay carefree and live my life as real as possible.
Lho, kok jadi bahasa inggris terus?
Yah, pokoknya gitu deh… harapanku, tahun ini aku bisa lebih baik (dimulai dari bulan september) dan aku bisa berhenti mencari-cari alasan untuk nggak nyelesaiin novelku. hehe…
xxMUCH LOVExx
ulfi
aku baru aja dengerin lagunya Jason Mraz yang "I’M YOURS" lagi..
aku kok jadi iri ya sama dia yg udah ngalamin perasaan seperti itu……..=P hehe
well, i mean, dengerin aja lagunya… bener2 lagu pernikahan bgt! hahaha… it’s all about LOVE, DESTINY, and finding the right person. but, what have been in my head all day is this question; HOW CAN YOU TELL THAT HE/SHE IS THE RIGHT PERSON TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH?? maksudku, apakah kita akan langsung tau gitu aja? that seems so.. disney! hahaha. pasti asik kalo gitu, but life is not like a disneyland at all right??
Di lagu itu Jason says, "no need to complicate. our time is short. this is our fate. i’m yours…"
NO NEED TO COMPLICATE??!! NO NEED TO COMPLICATE??!!! Hell yeah, it’s motherf***in complicated! Sial ni orang bikin aku frustasi aja dengan lagu cintanya yg UUHHH.. romantis dan bikin aku melted bgt. sial sial sial… kenapa juga ARY DOWNLOAD LAGU INI?!@!! hehehe
adakah di antara kalian yg pernah
ngebayangin kuliah di luar negeri (atau
emank dah pernah kuliah di luar negeri??!!)
kalo aku bisa milih kuliah dimana aja,
aku pengen kuliah di San Jose State
University di San Jose, California.
aku udah kayak orang terobsesi gitu
sampe ngeliat2 kurikulumnya & dosen2nya
segala!!! HAHAHAHAHA (I’M A FREAK, I
KNOW. HAHA)
but i’m pretty happy with where i am
right now though.
=)
mmm, sebelumnya, mungkin kebanyakan orang nggak kenal sama sekali dgn Jason Mraz. Too bad, dia emang gak begitu terkenal di Indonesia. well, menurut aku sih, lagu-lagu ciptaan Jason (hahah, sok kenal bgt gw) bener-bener layak untuk dinikmati, terlebih lagi diapresiasi. I mean, sebelum Chelsea Olivia muncul dengan "Disco Dimulaiii-aaa…."-nya yang membuat hati miris itu, setidaknya ada seseorang somewhere in this world yang bisa bikin syair lagu seindah ini…
"You are an illuminated anchor
of leads to infinite number
Crashing waves and breaking thunder
Tiding the evenflows of hunger
You’re dancing naked there for me
You expose all memory, You make the most of boundary
You’re the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
intertwining like a ring around the finger of a girl
I’M JUST A SINGER,YOU’RE THE WORLD…
ALL I CAN BRING YOU IS THE LANGUAGE OF A LOVER..
Bella luna, my beautiful beautiful luna,
How you swoon me like no other"
("Bella Luna" by Jason Mraz)
mmm… album Mr.A-Z udah lama keluarnya, sekitar tahun 2005 gitu, so, well, met hunting!
I must say this is one of the best song I’ve ever listened to.
Film surf’s up keren bgt! kemaren aku nonton bareng ary. Film kartun ini didesain seperti film dokumenter asli. pokoknya bagi pecinta film dokumenter harus nonton film ini deh.. lebih bagus lagi klo di bioskop!
