My Messy Closet

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Yes, he did commit suicide. I wanna know why. He died in July 2 while his birthday is in July 21. (I was born in July 24).
He’s such a great writer. I wish I could be like him.

    Living in Indonesia means
that you cannot show your breast cleavage (even though just for an inch)
without having people staring at you. And well, I don’t bother. It doesn’t even
matter to me since I don’t feel like showing people my cleavage (duh!). What
bothers me is that living in Indonesia means that you cannot eat in KFC without
having your ears (and brain, unfortunately) tortured by melancholic CRAP-tacular
bands—no, I have to add more details here—I meant, you cannot eat in KFC without
having your ears tortured by those trying-too-hard-to-be-famous
bands.

    I meant,
about 90% (whatever, I don’t need statistic, I just KNEW) of Indonesian bands
offer you nothing but RUBBISH. Those ballad songs are driving me insane!! It’s
like, you’re living in Michael Learns to Rock (Wannabes) world. There’s no
place for bands like System of a Down or maybe just a bit of No Doubt in this “magnificent” (YES, I’M BEING SARCASTIC) music industry.
   
    I’m definitely like living in the
world of Michael Learns to Rock. Sadly, THIS Michael Learns to Rock world I
live in… SUCKS.

    If I must live in the world where the
ACTUAL Michael Learns to Rock is the only band exists, I would probably be
okay. But this “Michael Learns to Rock” steal a Disney’s character’s name, this
“Michael Learns to Rock” dress up like they’re the king of punk rock people
(which is totally retarded since they sing ballad songs! HELLO? DO YOU AWARE OF
YOU DRESSING UP LIKE ROCK STARS YET YOU SING LIKE HILARY DUFF? FOR GOD’S SAKE, GROW
UP!!), and not to mention, this Michael Learns to Rock hire Indah Kalolo (is
that her name?) to SING?

    I need Papa
Roach—immediately!!!

I just realized!
I’m afraid to get myself the best life I’ve always wanted to live. What keeps me from getting it? It’s my fear. It’s the fear that I could possibly fail. “I don’t like failure,” says Sir Anthony Hopkins. And guess what, I don’t either!

I don’t believe in New Year Resolution anymore. See, if I want to get it, I MUST DO IT RIGHT NOW. It’s the same thing with cigarette. Smoking is self destruction. The thing is, some people think this way, “Oh well, next year I’ll quit smoking” or “I’ll quit smoking the day I get married”. Bullshit. You can quit smoking just now and you’ll be just FINE. Trust me.

Okay, starting now, I’m going to get myself what I want. Not tomorrow, not the day after tomorrow, it’s NOW or never.

A lot of movies I’ve seen but this one is "the one".

I barely could say anything after watching this movie:
AMERICAN BEAUTY.

It’s the kinda movie I would make if I were a filmmaker, it’s
the kinda story I would write if I were a professional writer, it’s just so…
ME?!

From now on, AMERICAN BEAUTY is my all time favorite movie,
EVER. PERIOD.

Look, I don’t wanna be such an ungrateful bitch but I’m just
in the most dramatic NEED of sunshine! It’s been what? One week? I cannot get
my laundry done! Thanks to the persistent rain.

Months and months without rainwater and now it’s raining
EVERY day. It must be something. Gosh, I guess the climate change thing isn’t
some kinda bullshit they made up.

If we can’t stop this global warming thing from happening,
then yes, we’re so doomed.

When the weather gets colder, I keep listening to this song
called “Lonely Day” by System of a Down. It’s such a creepy song but I love it.
I only had to listen to the song once to memorize all the words. Such an
amazing song it is.

I let my self walk on the cold tiles with my bare feet. I
decided not to buy those cute sandals no matter how cold my tiles are. But I
really think I should get the sandals. You know, the kind of sandals people wear
inside their houses, the ones that have stuffed animals’ heads on top of them.
I mean, what’s cuter than that? Me?

I’m so messed up these couple of weeks. Right now I’m at the
point where I could just BLOW UP anywhere, anytime.